There are these brief moments..
There are these brief moments throughout the day where I forget.
I forget everything going on. I forget the pain, the suffering, the struggle to do anything, the emptiness, the worry, the fatigue, being mentally drained, the lack of motivation and anything else that suffocates me on a daily basis.
Those brief moments are peaceful. I feel normal again. I get excited again. I start to plan again. I start to feel again. I start to.. and it’s gone again.
It is never-ending.
It is draining.
All whilst I am supposed to be going about everyday life.
Building back a life which has been wrecked and ruined by all of the above.
Continuously trying whatever it may be to make it better.
Hoping it will end.